Saturday, November 12, 2022

shh

 Well, well well. Look what the cat dragged in. Honestly its been what? How long since we last talked? So how are you, whats life like, hows being an “adult” like?


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Oh? No words? Guessing cat gotcha tongue. So im going to make a guess and correct me if im wrong. We’re going back arent we?


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Oh buddy, your not happy about this are you? I mean who would be. A Prision like that surrounded with such poisonous snakes.


Why?


Why? Oh such a wonderful question tho lets cut the crap. We cant keep doing this.


What-


Oh dont give me that bullshit.You know as well as i do that humans are cruel on a naturally basis. My point is Dad’s right and you know it.


I dont want to.


I dont think we get a choice. Either pack the shit up or toss it to the trash.  Dad has a point we have what? Less than 2 weeks to get this shit together before we hit end game. We need to clean out the kitchen which shoulda been done, hmm about over a month ago! Hell a month ago over half the house shoulda been cleared out! We still gotta dismantle dad’s bed!


Their puting it in the garden instead of that area cause its supposedly to tall.


Well whoopty do da dey. We’ll figure it out. Plus you still have to talk to dad about leaving the vanity here. We both know with how the mirror is its going to be night impossible to move. 


She broke-


And dad’s threatening to break and throw away mom’s urn. Its going to happen. Honestly you remember the goals right?


Find shelter.


Find a safe place to stay and expand. A safe haven if you will. 


Im loosing my safe space.


And you need to remember how to put your mask back up. I know you hate it and who that mask is. 


Im gonna have to put so many projects on hold.


So? Survive first, continue later.


I dont want to.


And yet ya keep going. So when are we ever gonna take up calling the therapist? 


What?


I mean-


NO. 


Look dad-


DAD MEANT WHAT HE SAID. HE HEARD WHAT WAS SAID AND USED IT AGAINST ME-US! HE DOESNT LOVE US, WE’RE JUST CONVIENT. 


Stop.


…why do they keep on hurting…


Like you said, they dont actually care. Pack what you care for, say good bye to the extras and prepare for hell. Just keep holding on they cant outlive us.


Not unless they poison us.


Lets be honest its easier to just get them into a nursing home now-


But we cant drive.


I guess its time to make the necessities check list isnt it?


shh

  Well, well well. Look what the cat dragged in. Honestly its been what? How long since we last talked? So how are you, whats life like, how...